I think there needs to be something more positive here.
I no longer reject my need to make art. It is important to me, just as eating and breathing. After many years of being ignored, criticized, and discouraged to make art by the people I respected, I realize that I need to fight extra hard to tap into that positive space. It sucks but it makes for good angsty content lol.
For my friends and lovely people that still stick around and comment on/ like/ follow my work, thank you from the bottom of my heart.
Onto more updates! I'm going to SacAnime Winter 2019 and tabling for the first time in a long time! I'm hoping to try to break into the convention Artist Alley scene I'll be trying my best to improve and create cool art and merch. I'm also wracking my brain and turning over the idea of setting up a system for taking commissions but that will probably have to wait until after this school year. I get tired very easily these days so it's been a huge challenge to try to balance my energy levels. I'm too conditioned to pushing myself to the brink of nausea and exhaustion (thanks Berkeley!) and that's not healthy at all.
If you'd like to see more activity, I'm posting a lot more sketches and WIPS on my Instagram
Rynris. That's where my inktober stuff goes and I don't necessarily post small things like that here.